Once again,

What a burden.

I think my marriage is a case of carrying loads of issues and 'abnormality' (yeah, I know, what doesn't in the human world), but it's different.

Your days closed in on me and I tried to imagine a way out. For me unfortunately more than likely some of the more standard crutches, yeah you name them and I would prob nod yes.

But yes, your story, though under a different title, resonates, I think, all over the modern world. No doubt my situation has correct names the shrink could assign.

Thanks for telling your account and it is a relief to see you've floated to the surface.