Some powerful stuff!
One can feel your grief. Well written and things we can all draw from.
I shall spare you my take on 'the mess', it's too lengthy. Suffice it to say that it coincides with how my almost fifty year old son call, 'the blight on this planet'... Yes, you could make an easy guess as to what he refers to.
We're stuck here. We deal with it. Some get dealt the better cards. Others get dealt shit. We watch as the human race plunders the planet and its own species to the point where we sense there's no way out...
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