Wow, Jan,

Can't be easy.

I've heard the stories, lived some of the same difficulties.

I'm so sorry you have to suffer the fallout.

I don't, of course, always agree with the damn docs, but after years of learning: if he/she says take these pills, etc. Then we do it!!!

Glad to hear he's back on them.

Being in your shoes cannot be easy. As for the F words. Well. I don't need to be on or off any meds, if so moved I will let them fly too, much as I've done for most of my life. But sure, only very rarely directed to family. The f bomb can be such an appropriate and fitting word...

Anyway Jan, absolutely no judging from me. Just hope things 'settle ' for you. For me, in roundabout similar experiences, I come around to the thing of Karma, to resignation, to attempting to roll with it...

Yeah, I know, easier said than done. If there's any violence involved, then of course the whole issue takes a quantum leap through the ceiling.

Find the sneaky peace Jan. It's always there, can be hidden away, but by God, believe me, peace is there.

Saludos and may 2022 be an upward experience!

Tom